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Sunday, December 28, 2008
bangkok drama 8:00 AM

SO i shall tell u what happened
Its a very long story and complicated
So be prepared for a super long post okay
My brother's and my passport were expired
Not exactly expired lah..
It's like bangkok is very strict
U must renew ur passport 6 months earlier
So we are kinds 1 week and 2 days late
even if a 1 day late they won't let u in
N that sucked cos we could'nt go in
My sis n dad went in
N we woke up at freakin 4 in the morn for nthing
I did not even sleep only to know that my passport was being rejected
I was effing pissed and sad
I did'nt want to cry cos my dad was feeling bad that he never check properly
N he was apologising furiously n i felt confused ok
Then when we had to take our laugage n go home
I cried n cried till i got no more tears ready
My eyes were red my throat hurt so bad
I felt stupid and ppl were staring at me:(
i went home and slept
Then my mum called and asked us to meet her at immigration center at lavender
so we went there to make extention to the passport
so basically our passport was made of paper and a photo of ourselves n a stamp
our plane ticket was printed on paper
everything was paper
So we went alone to the airport without my mum
she stayed cos my grandfather's sick in the hospital
Damn weird lah
U and ur bro alone..first time travelling alone
Exciting yet scary
So we gave the "passport" to the check in counter
The person was shocked and her eyeballs were coming off her sockets
Imagine how i felt=?
my bro act cool lah
asshole
everything aso call me dumb
haiz
so yeah we boarded and when we landed in thailand
Was ald damn late
N then when we gave it to the thai official
she looked at it and gave it to a higher ranked person or smthin
that person kinda interviewed us and she had to ask another guy if it was ok to send us in
then the guy was like can...she hesistated n finally she chopped
releif!!!my mum and dad n sis were worried
cos we got no roaming
then it was ald late
got alot of complications
Roller coaster ride
=/
finally my sis found us in the airport n called my ever so worried dad
n then we went to the hotel
OMG..the hotel is damn freaking nice lah
i wanted to stay there forever
so basically tats the drama
Then we shop n shop for the next few days
N went home
:)
btw spore has one of the cleanest roads compared to thailand
N thailand's cinema'a are wayyy better than spore
Damn high class
The shopping centre aso super nice lah
Got alot of cheap cheap stuff
:)
MY PARADISE
:)
ahahahahaha
If u are on a tight budget looking for clothes
Go to thailand
1 t-shirt costs 1 dollar
IN spore i'll cost arnd 12++
so yeah
there the story


Wednesday, December 24, 2008
im at the airport!!! 4:05 AM

This is awesome
me and my bro alone
going to bangkok without parents
soo fun..but scary
ahahaha
im blogging at the airport
people can see what im writing
but idk
:)
merry christmas everyone!!!
i shall tell u the full story l8ter
byeee


Tuesday, December 23, 2008
i dun understand u!!! 6:51 AM

my mum is pissed at everything
she's not going for the holiday
grandfather is sick
i feel guilty for not visiting him
but she doent need to be super angry on me
i was doing productive stuff like school homework
n plus i really thought that he prefered my mum to be there alone
so that they can talk the medical thingies
besides i dun know what to talk to my grandfather about
apples?
jonas brothers?
lol...i know he likes talking about simran
and indian actess he loves:)
it'll be weird alone!
seriously..
plus my phone died on me
i gave it to my dad
so yeah
dilemma
ameera isnt even here
i feel like a complete ass
i better go pack ald
:(
byeee


Monday, December 22, 2008
GOING BANGKOK 9:25 AM

ahhhhhhh
im leaving people
im risking my life going to the protest place
im scared
but i dun care
gonna shop till i drop
in a non-literall sense obviously
haha!
im going during christmas
so to all my chritian friends
MERRY CHRISTMAS
bee happy
may the turkey fill ur stomach
and santa give u all mcfly in boxes
tied up with string
:):):)
yeah babe!!!
i hope u miss muah!!:(
love u all
-big squishy hugs-
XD
byeeee
cya real soon




Saturday, December 20, 2008
LINK TO THE VID:)JB AWESOMENESS 11:02 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHOFE0oDJGI&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMFf25AvTLo&feature=related


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5IW-5MXQIsM



late nite hyperactiveness!?@# 10:52 AM


okay...
so i know the joe is an idiot for breaking up with taylor
N now rumored to be going out with camilla
Which i find completely disgusting
They look the same
Hello!
JOSEPH ADAM JONAS
wth is wrong with u
Have u gone mental?
isn't she too old for u!
Some one needs to put some sense into him
Or maybe he's too stressed out
ahh..nvm
on the FLIPSIDE
i found this vid really inspirational
and nice and awesome for those who think jobros got no talent and are "disney stars"
KISS MY BIG FAT ASS!
LOOK AT THIS VID WITH A CLEAR POSITIVE MIND
NO NEGATIVE SHIT WHATSOVER
UNDERSTAND
NOW WATCH IT AND APPRECIATE THE GENEROSITY
AND HUMBLENESS OF THE JONAS BROTHERS
AND DUN GO COMMENT ME SAYING TO RELAX
COS I'M NOT GOING TO
I'VE PUT UP ENOUGH OF THIS SHIT
OKAY
NOW I FEEL AT PEACE AFTER WATCHING THIS
AND I THINK U WILL TO
:)
Align Center


9:33 AM



seriously
im irrevocably unconditionally in love with twilight
my fave phrase..btw
lol!:)
muhahahahahahahahaahaha
im insane and mad
which is completely me!
if not im not normal!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
school!
school!
what!
i dun wanna go!
oh btw.
ily ameera, raihana akka and ayesha
enjoy ur trip
wish i could've been there
when u come back i'll be going thailand
so all i have ta say is
ermm...
i miss u
and urm say hi to all the cusins who are back
like shahidah akka and zahidah akka and fazilla akka
i love u all!!
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
WAIT FOR ME
I'LL BE BACK IN A JIFFY
HAVE FUN WHILE I'M GONE
MERRY CHRISTMAS
HAPPY EARLY NEW YEAR
I'M HYPED
IT'S 2 IN THE MORN
GOODNIGHT AND GOODBYE EVERYBODY
MY MANY THANKS AND APOLOGIES
FOR THE LONG AND CRAPPY POSTS
:)
LOVE:
ME!



Friday, December 19, 2008
6:37 AM



yay!!!!
i watched twilight for the 6th time already!
call me crazy
But yes, i'm as addicted to twilight as to chocolate
dun ask me why
It started with Edward cullen and jacob black
Just like gossip girl
That started with nate and dan and blair drama
Once u watch..
U'll never stop..
atleast for me
So now i can probably say every line in the movie
hehe
aly and saa were probably annoyed at me and izzah
we were practically narrating every line
N squealing at robbert pattinson and taylor lautner and jasper and callile and mike
!!!!:):):):):):):)
vampire and werewolf madness
teehee
i love it
if u don't then i dun know lah
ur plain weird or u probably dun understand
So pick up the book and start reading the saga
trust me
It's super nice
if u aint like the movie, the book's nice
garanteed...
XDXDXDXD
proven to reduce boredom sinificantly



Wednesday, December 17, 2008
10:17 AM

yes i cut my hair
i kind of like it
but don't like it
it's still kinda bushy and thick
haiz
my hair will always be like that
i think i want to just grow it as it is already
and then cut it super short
i dun know
i need major help
:(
i hate my middle part of my hair
love the fringe
help me carrie underwood or blake or emma roberts
no fair
they got nice nice hair..n i got ugly fugly black disgusting hair
and this effing phone of mine is effing annoying me
the effing memory card is spoilt
sry ppl i cnt play any music or take any photos
do u know that means?
i will die!
DIE
just to let u know my final wishes...
1) all my money must go to my parents
2) my awesome posters must be always left on the wall
3)i must be listening to jb when i die
4) u need to play sad songs at my funeral
lolz...am i retarded?
lookes as though im gonna commit suicide
i might( kidding)
seriously..i need my phone
i need music
i cnt live without it
im honest
i always go every where with my phone
maybe i kinda overused it
i even bring it to the toilet to help me rock while bathing
and i cook with music
i watch music
i eat music
i sleep music
i feel music
i play music
i love music
i'm addicted to music
music's part of my soul
i cnt prosper without it!!
can anyone UNDERSTAND MY LANGUAGE!
I NEED MUSIC NOW
:(
it's still not working
anyways tday was fun
HAPPY B-DAY DADDY
I LOVE U!
:)
we had a feast fit for a king
n we made super nice desserts
n then we kinda talked alot of crap
abt marriage( dun ask how we came to that topic..long story)
and about...
comedians
and the randomest shit u can imagine
n i thought i was random!
ohkae..so basically im in a pissy mood
My phone doesnt work
i hate sony ericcson
i reccomend all NOT to buy sony ericsson
unless u want to be pissed like me
=/
byebye
im still pissed
i need anti-depressent pills
lol..
survivor..okay nvm
random again
byebye
long post!












Tuesday, December 16, 2008
10:06 AM


Hello Beautiful,
It's 7:05, here in Australia so please Hold On while i explain to you what happens When You Look Me In The Eyes. In Year 3000 you would be What I Go To School For and i'd always say Nick J Is Off The Chain because That's Just The Way We Roll. Now i'd Appreciate it if you Dont Tell Anyone but i have this Crazy Kinda Crush On You. You Just Don't Know It. I wish i could switch places with Mandy for just 6 Minutes because i know we would be Inseperable, and then i could just Move On like the Games we play in Hollywood. But deep down im Still In Love With You. I dont wanna be Just Friends. I know i may be the Underdog in this situation but I Am What I Am! I've been sending out an S.O.S hoping u would help out some Poor Unfortunate Soul because I Wan'na Be Like You. Now i know we're talking about the Kids Of The Future and it seems like it just may be Eternity before "Oh Nicholas, Please Be Mine" but we can always take it One Day At A Time. Now its Time For Me To Fly so Goodnight and Goodbye!

sorry i'm bored...
XD



Monday, December 15, 2008
WELCOME TO MY WORLD 10:21 AM

here we go again
twilight freaks
candid
i was squashing the hamster
studying maths
peace yo
cool skates
thirsty!!!
besties for life
friends who last a lifetime
pro skills okay!!
welcome to the land of retards
smile!!!!!!!!!XD
what would i do without them?



bored 9:43 AM

I GOT THE GUITAR!!!!
scream!!!
hyperventilate
It's black people
And semi-acoustic
Do u know what this means?
I'm gonna start jammin!!!
yay!!!
I LOVE MY BROTHER
AND MY PARENTS!!
THANK-U GOD
u worked ur magic!
this is probably the most awesomest b-day present ever
And the best part?
i got it for 60 bucks rather than the actual cost of 220
yeah ppl
bee jealous
XD
ahhhhhhhhhh
sorry if i'm annoying u
but yes
:):):):):):)
share my passion for music
XD
byeeeeeeee






Sunday, December 14, 2008
TWILIGHT 2:56 AM


I recommend all people to watch twilight
i tell u once u watch it,
u'll be in a whole world of ur own
edward cullen is the most perfect guy in the world
Even though he's just a character in a book
Who won't want him?
Seriously!!!
robbert pattinson is mind- blowingly hot!!
ANd jasper and the father..
THE FATHER!!!!
TAYLOR too!!!!!!!!!!!XDXDXD
I'm not gonna spoil it for u!!!
I think i just made u guys on the edge of ur seats
So go watch TWILIGHT
understand?
watch twilight!!!
:)
XDXDXD
i'm in lalalalalalaland
i need an oxygen tank nooow
i cnt breathe






Saturday, December 13, 2008
5:05 AM

haha!!
It's insanely boring for the hols
I can't beleive schools starting soon..
urgh!!
i wish november stayed forever and ever..
most of the cuzins are away on nice hols!!
unfair much?
Aneesa going LONDON!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Nice red buses and nice places and nice roads
Not to mention nice bands!!
XD
some people are soo lucky..
we're just poor unfortunate souls
so sad so true...
oh wait but there was one interesting moment today
I went to shop and save to buy chocolate.
The women at the counter was talking to another women
QUOTES
"my mother say u look like obama"!!!
hahahaha!!
i bursted out laughing
so did my cousin..
:)
IT was hysterical..
i was trying soo hard to keep a straight face
Otherwise i would have ended up on the floor
hehe
i leave the rest to ur imagination
byeee
i'm gonna continue to stone my ass off!!
XD
And i have math tution tm
sigh
I guess it' s for my own good
SO i'm going
With a positive mind to learn new things!!
And who knows?
i might start liking math!!
(highly unlikey)
this post is suddenly getting longer than i wanted it to be
i am like blogging everyday during hols
I dun think i'll be able to keep up this once school starts
So i'm enjoying it while i can




Friday, December 12, 2008
7:01 AM

okay...
Today was kinda super last minute
But we went ice-skating again!!!
Sorry no pictures(yet)
Yeah and guess what???
I SAW MY BROTHER
He did'nt want to skate the last time i asked him to
WOW!!!
I was like What the fish??
what is he doing here
N i completely ignored him
And i actually can skate okay...
he was wobbling like alot...
i was speeding and laughing my lungs out!!!
ahahaahahahaaahahaahahahahaahahahahaahahaahahaha
Can u imagine ur bro skating??
Funny!!!I will never forget when he fell splat on the ice
damn funny seah!!!sorry bro
i offered to help okay
like a nice sister..he want to act macho not my fault mah
N my friends were bawling their eyes out at his skinny jeans
(NOT IN A GOOD WaY)
MY fren thought he looked maddish
I was like laughing like shiit
I could'nt take it anymore
N then i fell laughing...
N then my butt was wet...
All his fault...
ahahahaahaha
all in all it was a nice dayy
N plus we went to camwhore with robbert pattinson's poster again
EDWARD CULLEN...
ahahahahaha
XDXDXD
random me...
okay so yeah...
now i'm listening to a dream about me marrying joe jonas
ahahahahaha
weird much??
ahahahaha
but i wouldnt mind it...
XDXDXD
kae i leave it to ur imagination...
byebye






Wednesday, December 10, 2008
7:39 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iZ6FuELWGYQ
hahaahaahahahahaahahahahaahahahahaah!!!
joe and nick ahhh....
if u dont like them...
don't bother watching...
hehe...
XD
:)
:)
warning: confirm make u laugh till ur sides hurt and ur out of breath
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W9voNU8jFMM
NOW Varsity!!!
ahahahahahahaha
mY fav vid
super funny!!!
their awesome
:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLHE0sO7yxs
mcfly on lil chris!!!!
XDXDXD
sooo cute
ahahahaahahahaha
garanteed laughter
:)
ENJOY!!!!


I am pissed 7:02 AM


I Don't know how to put video on my blog:(
very confusing and technical
haizzzzz
And that vid was nice
GOT no ppl screaming and all
OH n i HATE ppl who say they can't sing
u know what
they can!!!!!!
i don't know why ppl fuss over the disney thing
their quitting disney !!!!
And just to let u guys know
that they did'nt go looking for disney..
disney asked them to join them
Was that wrong
AND pleese they are not gay(maybe kevin is)
I just don't get the OH!they are disney stars!!!
yeah rite
Just get over the fact that they are famous
AND HuMBLE...
I like them for their music not their looks or anything else
ANd their generous hearts
Its not my fault they are overrated
All bands have to be some day ritee??
oh anyways
i dun give a freaking damn what anybody
or anyone says about them
JUST KEEP UR FREAKING COMMENTS TO URSELF,
IF U HAVE NOTHING NICE TO SAY
I THINK I MADE MY POINT
THANK YOU



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Tuesday, December 9, 2008
11:24 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YiTQqvTJQD4
watch it!!!


9:56 AM



i'm hooked on to this song!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
quotes...
"u can take these presents underneath my tree,
u can take this awesome scarf my grandma made for me,
u can these boxes tied up with string
cos all i want for christmas is the girl of my dreams!!!"
falalalalalalalalala
ahahahahahahaha
:):):):)
joe!!!
nick!!



8:02 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0T2AcWWcXsc&NR=1


Sunday, December 7, 2008
MY BIRTHDAY!!!! 5:32 AM



ahhhhhhh
happy birthday to me
do the cha cha
i just turned 14
whooohoooo
im sooo happy
OH and to thomas fisssssss!!!
hehe
Other than doing house work,
I went to watch bolt with my fam and cusins
IT was awesome
I recommend u to watch it
The hamster is super cute
i was laughing my ass off
ahahahahahaha
reminded me off me and my frend!!!
it likes to say awesome
And i am awesome
(p.s:i'm not vain,it's the truth)
TEEHEE
RHINO!!!!
and i mite be getting the guitar!!!
yes man!!!
i'm on cloud 9!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD




Saturday, December 6, 2008
my birthday celebration 4:41 AM

today was awesome
we went ice skating
n i did'nt fall once at all!!!
Skill!!!all the rest were falling
hahahaha!!!i got lucky
and their asses were wet!!!
but it was super fun!!!
i would do it again..
the experience of a life time!!!
i suggest everyone to try it once in a lifetime before u die
XD
trust me
it's addictive!!!
And then we went to aly's hse to play guitar hero
i was awesome ok
i played bass...i can play!!!
aly was pooning our ass...unfortunately
And thank u to all my friends for this awesome birthday present!!!
if though i indirectly didnt get one...
the present was that we all got to skate and have fun together!!!
XDXD
thanks guys
i will always remember this day for the rest of my life
yay..my birthday is hours away
!!!!
oh and happy birthday to thomas fiss
XD
byeeeeeeeeeeee




Thursday, December 4, 2008
2:26 AM

im stoning at home
i feel guilty for not doing homework!!!
3 more days to my b-dayXD
bitter sweet really
see i don't know what to do
wracking my brains
anyone any bright ideas???
probably hang with my cusins and my fam
lalalalalalala
i should probably go and bath now
!!!!
im lazy...
i feel like typing
it feels nice
im getting fatter!!!
eating too much
and where has nan vanished too??
her hp off, no one at home
whyyyyy
im lonely
and bored
and lame
...........
underlying statement
i should really go and bath
a fly just sat on my nose
i feel like mookie
haha!!!!!



Tuesday, December 2, 2008
7:12 AM


yay
i finally got new clothes
FINALLY
i was dying to buy new stuff
OH n my dad changed his mind
he said that he doent want to buy me a guitar cos my bro would be jealous
like WTH
HE ALREADY HAS A ELECTRIC GUITAR!!!
UNFAIR MUCH??
all my dreams of strumming that black guitar
down the drain!!!
i'm soo freaking pissed now:(
whyyyyyy
god!!!
help me...
work your magic!!!!



Monday, December 1, 2008
4:56 AM

today was soo weird
went to lavendar with ameera to go make her ic ting
guess what she didnt knw that she had to bring her birth cert
NOT DEATH CERT!!HAHAHAHAHA
then we decided to go bugis to eat and stuff
she saw her frend then i suddenly saw my fren
at the same stretch
and then my Amirah smsed who was another frend
that she saw me at bugis street
i felt like i was being stalked
like the enemy of the state
haha
coincidence or what
haha...
i laugh alot
i realised
im bored to death
i need to be entertained
without doing any housework
yeeep
i want clothes!!!
XDXDXD
im being random again
kae
byeeeeee
please tag...no one wants to tag me:(